so im not sure what to do now, now that i've lost me job tree planting,
even though i hear that they 're not even working at the moment,
the last few days the guys were supposedly working for free,
going over trees that they've already planted,
and making sure that they're in all the way,
so in the end, i lost my job because i missed a day of work,
a day that I would have had to work FOR FREE,
like i would have worked all day WITHOUT PAY,
now, you'd think that I would be doing it because-
i had worked there and the work was not up to par,
and thus the team, including me, had to go back and re-do it,
but, thing is, this is work that the team did before I joined the team,

so, i lost my job because i failed to go in
on a day where i was supposed to work for free
to do a quality check on a field that i didn't even plant,
is that lame? i think it's lame.
anyways, im still waiting for them to pay me for my 3 days of work,
3600 trees, at, i think, 7 cents per tree

welll, I'm paid up for rent this week, and might have enough to pay next,
but i just need to be really careful, not spend much on food,
and have only free fun for a while,

-about a week ago i went inside that abandoned hospital near my house,
it was amazing, on a holiday friday (anzac day, like canadian november 11th)
It's this huge place, what can i say- Amazing!
the only thing i could do now is go back and take pictures,
the whole time i was there i was thinking how i'd have to come back.
It's pretty convinient with it right accross the street.
but it's kindof creepy at the same time,
not sure if i'd want to go back at night,,
I went there once during the day with 2 friends,
the young married couple evan and jenn i met grapepicking.
they were the ones that suggested we go inside and check it out,
and they wanted to leave almost as soon as we climbed through the broken window.
it was kindof creepy, it started pouring rain as soon as we got there,
there was broken glass everywhere,
i think the young people like to go in there and smash up the place for fun,
the first few floors are torn up the worst.
i find that kindof think beautiful in a way,
so after a few, that rainy day, we had to leave,
there were loud noises coming from the upper floors-
im quite sure it was the wind blowing doors open and slaming them shut,
whatever it was, it scared us and we took off,
i also know that there are possibly homeless people living there,
cause the first time in there i came upon a smelly room full of cloths,
,remains of meals, cigarette butts, and a bed made of hospital debris,
who knows maybe whoever it was still lives there,
not sure, ima go back with a camera sometime in the future.

lots more to say but i have to go now,